Frustration

The feeling of being upset or annoyed into something or someone. It is a hard feeling that compose of anger, stress, defeat, failure, and etc.

When things are going smoothly then one day you feel something is different. Something is beginning to grow in your heart and mind.

That is what I am feeling right now. Ever since I woke up this day my mind is having full of loads of disappointment.

​Disappointment that leads to my frustration.  Nightmares that has been bothering  me numerous time of the night  and lack of sleep because of my dog.

Having the feeling that I never thought I would have. Its a heavy burden for me.

​Lots of memories has been indulge back in my mind. Cold sweat that running through my face. Fear for the things I had encountered in my nightmare.  Still it lingers to my mind.

I tried to clear my mind but the feeling that I have cant be forgotten so easily.

Ohh! how I hate this feeling I guess if I would have enough time again I'll just try to sleep and clear my mind.

​I guess I'll just go shopping and buy the things I would like to buy and things I needed to buy.