Light of Hope

There are lots of things I do not understand but I'm trying to understand.
There are  lots of things I am trying to do but not okay.
There are lots of times I tried to give but still I missed.
There are lots of moments that I tried to share but still insufficient.
There are lots of loves I give but still not acceptable
There are lots of misunderstanding and lots of problem unsolved but was ignored and unanswered.
There are lots of wishes but always ended in a dream.
so...
Is there a lots of light of hope or just a failure awaits?